Possibilities are immense, as ones mind cannot be read and the probability concept derives more options than a human being can comprehend. So I had a thought that I got to be prepared to the inevitability what ever it is. It could be anything under this universe and nobody would be able to tell me what is going to happen in this condition. May be playing with me as always; that is a mind game with nobody understanding what is it about or what the outcome should be or why it is being played the way it is played. But once you are into that game there is little you can do; think out of the box and come out of it. You would be sucked deep into the dungeon of darkness even the conscious mind would be blinded. At that point to make a conscious decision is like escaping from a slump. The more you try hard to escape the more you would be sucked and the killing is amazingly slow that you would think from your heart that you had never born. The roller coaster ride of thoughts that goes in your mind bring little twinkle at times like stars in the sky, but sooner to realize that the darkest of darkness is yet to fall. As my eyes flicker with hope in those instances my hope climbs to reach the stars in the sky, only to realize that the next time I fall I might need a bigger boost to rise. I did not ever learn from my experiences, next time again I followed the same lead hoping it as a different one, only to realize it was the same one disguised in my hope.
